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23/12

Tell your patents I feel very isolated with you in Seatlle. I had to fly myself back and forth alone. I'd rather die alone in hk closrt to my larents than to live a lonely life that leads no where with you. It has nothing to do with the island, it's the combination of u and me. That's why we need to separate.


Do you want me to go back to the lamma home or my grandma's home?

23/12
Lamma home. Is that alright? I beg you

Ok

Thank you. I owe you.

This is wrong


24/12
If y want, I will tell them at the end of the day. And then u r free ok?

Do u have cash to pay for yr dad's medical thing? It's a few thousands

Yeah. You ok?

Yep

It's a nice day huh? Feels good?

Ok ah

12/27

Just so that you know, you can leave the luggage at the leave luggage counter at the Hong Kong station, then you can pick up your brother at the airport, and come back for your luggage later

Good suggestion

The laundry invoice is No. 172034. i will send you money for the laundry and the difference we calculated. Don't need the clothes. Also i paid the internet. I am staying at grandma tonight.

Are you staying in Lamma tonight?

I am ok. Thanks for asking. Hope you and fam are well.

They are well. Thanks

12/29
Hope you are alright with the banquet tonight ( I assume I won't be going). Sorry for missing it.

I'll be ok for the dinner tonight.

12/30

It's windy. Are you ok?

Hi, just FYI. As mentioned, I am telling my parents this evening about our situation and the plans you proposed for the upcoming months. You and your parents might get phone calls as a result. Sorry don't want to discrupt but unfortunately it's likely to happen.

Your phone out of power. I am going to sleep. Ttyl

Please give me a call if you can. Thanks

Whenever you have a chance later, can we please talk about the 6 months? I am not sure it will help us. Thanks.

Just got home from family gathering. Talk to you later.

Ok. Thx. I'll be cold tomorrow morning. Telling my mom over breakfast


I talked to my mom. She took it pretty calmly and was very wise. She knew we were having troubles. She wants to talk to you to hear your side of the story. Do you have time tomorrow after 12 to meet with her alone? Thanks. Hope you and your family are staying warm.

Also, sorry I can't meet with your mom before she goes. I may send her an email later to apologize and wish her the best


1/8

It's as if you forget the unforgettable things you say to me the day after you say them. I can't forgive the things you said. I can't forget them. I can't forgive that you forget them. You have contempt for my work, my contribution, my dreams, my interests, my friends,  my masculinity, my sexuality, marriage, family, and other things i am too beaten to even want to drag up anymore.

I was emailing about things I didn't say, the reason behind. I didn't forget about the other things as i mentioned. That was not my intention to say I forgot. My intention was to say things I didn't get to say.


I was emailing about things I didn't say, the reason behind. I didn't forget about the other things as i mentioned. That was not my intention to say I forgot. My intention was to say things I didn't get to say.


You are sorry about the hurt but what about the things you said? Anyway, i know you are down and i should not be saying angry things right now.

That's what I meant: sorry about the hurtful things I said. I am thinking I have a real problem appreciating things in my life. My shitty self esteem turns around and makes me aggressive. It's inexcusable. You are right that I need to pull myself together above all things

1/10

Sam... if I can fix my psychological issues and become a stronger healthy person, would you consider getting back together even if it means we have to work on our differences ?